Soledad's Fight for Recovery

So, it is Tuesday and I have had a very productive day at work and I have not b/ped or even purged. Afterwork today I am getting my hair cut and then I am going to the gym so I think it will be good. Still no word on PhD but I feel slightly more sane. I started my period yesterday so I think PMS had at least something to do with the B/P. Shitty, but good to know what to look out for right? Yesterday was kinda strange for me. I started a pilates class called hips, thighs and abs. It is good, but it very "body aware". I literally felt like a beached whale lying on my mat breathing in and out. Seriously, it made me feel Very Large compared to the other women in my class. And I wasn't at all. But I definatly have more muscle than they do which totally made me feel like a man. A heavy fatty fat fat man. GAH! Where are these feelings coming from?????????? Stress? Here is your feminist funny for the day (I got it off of feministing.com) God. I love Candace Bergen. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YS9DhwT2E8&eurl=http://feministing.com/archives/008744.html