Soledad's Fight for Recovery

So I am alive, overwhelmed and HAPPY! Toronto is intense. I love it. Things are pretty up and down right now as I am job hunting, but I have two interviews tomorrow and one on Thursday. One with a non-profit, one with a marketing company and one in a restaurant. Hopefully something will surface. I am keeping on applying left right and centre. I am very stressed about getting a job. I often feel like I am going to have to work at Tim Horton's for the rest of my life with my MA. Thank heavens Greg is working. He is doing so well at his firm. I am so proud!!!!!! My problem with all this is that I am essentially a bum. I spent all day yesterday applying for jobs. Today I just applied for one and spent the rest of the day organizing our apt. I feel very........dependant on Greg. It is TRES weird for me. It looks good I think! I put a huge map of Toronto on the wall so I could figure out where the hell I am going. I have gotten lost at least once a day. LOVE IT!!!! i love this city. Last night Greg and I went to a Jay's game. It was sooooooooooooo awesome. I have been running and biking and I LOVE LOVE LOVE our neighbourhood. It is all old houses and it is GORGEOUS. We are close to Casa Loma!!!!!!!! Tomorrow our roommate J comes. He is Greg's buddy from law school. A real sweetheart. It should be good. Here is the thing I am definatly losing weight here. I walk walk walk and I am soooooooooo busy I never purge. Hope this keeps up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!