Soledad's Fight for Recovery

I am majorly majorly majorly stressed out. I am gonna freak out! FREAK THE FUCK OUT RIGHT HERE IN MY FUCKING OFFICE. So far here is what has happened today 1) The online recommendation forms have gone down for some reason for one of the schools I am applying to. 2) Two of my profs have yet to fill out my letters of rec. for another school ( I am not a patient person mind you) 3) My focus group for work for tomorrow got cancelled and my boss was like.."oh". Not what can I do to help, not wow that sucks...just "OH" I am serisouly going to lose it people. I am going to FREAKIN lose it