Soledad's Fight for Recovery

So I need to make sure I am as healthy as possible for school. Right now I am purging about 1X a day or 1X every other day. I am planning on NOT purging until I start school. I know I will prolly slip up but I feel I am becoming complacent in my recovery and I need to do something to boost my efforts. I also know that if I don't try a little harder then purging will def. become part of my PhD hence the challenge I am initiating. I signed up for my courses on Thursday night. It was a little stressful cause York has 50,000 students and while not all are taking the courses I want I was still stressed. I felt inadequate with the computer system and anxious about navigating a new registration and course selection process. It was as if I felt that making a mistake and not getting the courses I want indicated that I was less intelligent and less worthy than all the other students. Major Major Major anixety about not being as good as everyone else. GAH! On another note does anyone else get more b/py when they drink alcohol? I am thinking maybe I should give it up for a bit.